i’m so tired of bein’ taken for granted.. like i totally think that it was so unfair for me..! God, i deserve a bettah one, howcome i oweiz fall for the wrong one? is there anybodey out der whose just ayt for me? i mean some one who’ll nah take me for granted, nor play stupid games on me.. i’m just so sick.. so sick and tired of this wasted routinary affairs.. (if it was even considerable as an affair.. but i doubt it..) neweiz, haizzz, at least at some point i was able to retrieved ma self after a tragic crash in ma lys.., some how, on the brightah syd.. i cud feel a better chances of movin’ on. i can stay for a day without even thinkin’ of him (at least for a day..). bout d gal that i previously talked ’bout… well, good thing i was bein’ reasonable and 4rtunatly, i was able to control ma self from that irrational and illogical way of treating her.., i just hope that before this semester end, i’ll be fully ovah him,!
maybe it was just for a matter of lyf experience.. agree?

on the oder syd.., still, optimistic hir, though ayt now, im in an em stage.. so lame… i know! hihihi.., i guess wat i nid to be completely ovah is a replacement..! i mean wat cud cure a broken heart but another heart too..! yeah so sassy.., but it make sense ayt..? hhmmm…, it made me think…! hahaha, nah.., dnt wana be unfair to an innocent gal.., (coz i was thinkin’ of a classm8 dat was linked to me… only he’s taken..) see? that’s wat i mean.. if i ever try to take chances theres oweiz a damage in it…! wether, the guy is taken or selfish or player..! well, i say.." y problematized if yah can just have them ol at the same tym.. hahaha" nah, im nah like dat..! just tryin’ to be happy, Please Papa God.. I totally nid a new one..! someone tha’ll tke care of me…, love and show importance and sincerity in me.. coz come to think of it.. i haven’t met one.. for the 18 years of ma lyf..
haizzzzzz, how bitter.., so sick with this lame lyf…
i need one!