how’s it possible that yah get mad at a person yah dn’t even know..? i know that its totally rude but i cant help it…! it feels like she has a connection to me that what ever i do, where ever ma feet carry me.. she’s oweiz loiterin’ around ma circles! now, i strated to hate maself coz i know its totally not ayt to ditch on smeone i dnt even know! but she really gives the nerve out of me.. well, i dn’t even got a chance to talk to her.. neighter to know her personally.. i just felt so angry whenever she’s around..! how lame can i get ayt..? well, maybe its because she’s the gal who happens to be an ex.. gal of ma special someone..! yeah.., i know what yer thinkin’ ayt now… "kat,yer so lame gurl.. cut it out..!" u wanted too..! i really do but o just cn’t..! given the fact that the guy and me were so loosing d communication, i just cn’t help but to get mad at the thought that he myt be textin’ her and all..! oh God, o need to snap out of this..! well, to him, o dunno.., i really thought i cud get over, yeah, smehow i’am nut each tym he comes near i get all clumsy and weak and everythun’ was ruined! u turned out to be a lil’ child given a piece of chocolate cake and so damn happy in her lyf! i just want to get over this… yah know the feelin’ of being able to face that person wothout a capital "Ouch"i yer heart.. that’s wat i wanted, yah lnow, to eliminate all the biases and wud be able to face him as a plain frend without any malices coz d more i dn’t stop it the more that i’ll get hurt.. and like what’s the gold in w8ting for somebody yah know yah can nevah hve..? so i guess, i have to stop all this foolishness… and somehow start livi’ in ma normal lyf again, without any vampire tryin’ to ruin ma nyt…,, though i must say.."His the most beautiful vampire i had ever set ma eyes on.. the most lovable draklin’ creature i ever love… haizzzz, still bad on ma part, coz d burdens still eating me up.., and worst part,he’s nah even aware of it.. but dn’t have any plans to let him know.. coz i know that he’ll get all weird and we’ll noh be frenz anymore… cn’t stand the thought of that…….! when can i get over you? for real..? and to you gurl.. im so sowee if im mad at yah with no valid reasons.. well i guess, its normal for someone who loves without an assurance ayt?  though i must say, yer also mad at me at one point.. i can see it in yer moves.., cn’t blame you, wer both victims of that guy..!that monster,devil guy.. the devil that we both loved somuch.. dn’t know bout you but im pretty sure on ma self…. i love him but im nah asking for him… its nah wat i nid, i guess… tym will tell..