July, 2008

trapped….

every gal nids an assurance in their lyf… something that no words cud evah give…. it takes time, effort, and actions.. to satisfy a gal’s cravings…. soemthing that i wud love to have…. an assurance that i may sleep at peace each nyt knwing that d man i love is all mine…. words may easily be blurted outa lips of everybody.. but the aCtions along with it is something very rare to do so0….. yeah, sure his with me…. some days in a week…. know quite sound stereotyped but that’s how i balanced maself….. i live in a complicated world and as much as possible i wanted ma personal lyf to be as less complicated as possible….!!!! Damn.. guess dat’s hard to fynd nowadays ayt?…. yeah i got d guy… but i got all of him…? Dunno… or maybe the real question is… Do he got me…? Maybe he does.. i wudn’t be this paranoid if he does not ayt? im just scred of the thought dat i’ll let loose of ma self just to fynd out dat i loose d game……

maybe this gal nid more tym to figure out wat she really loves to have.. where she stands.. how she really felt and who she really wanted to be with… smthing that takes time and real effort from a man who loves me for real….. something that i wish to be Him…. can he be my mr. committed guy? or just another fake in the row?