in this world… life gets to be complicated by circumstances that we can’t really avoid!!! someh0w in ma thoughts…. i neEd thoz complications to meAsure ma strength… ma paTients… ma UndeRstanDing… and m0st of all…. ma trUst….!

it was really hard to feEl unease wiTh what y0u have rty now… there came a poinT wheRe even if y0u have str0ng faith….. doubTs knock at ouR do0r and we cn’t heLp it but to let doubts come in…. and eventually mess everythin’  we haVe..! so y not just sit at the cOrner and ignore everythin’ that speaks in yer mind… let go, calm yerself and pray…. then you’ll get the ansWers yer seArching f0r..!

but still, there are tyms that we receive no answers… maybe its n0t yet tym to clear things out… coz ya haven’t learned enuf….

n0w im wondrin’ "have i learned enuf..? or shud i take exams again and eventually fails it?" what if i fail?…. will i be able to overcome it again?…. can i stand the pity again or will i collapsed all broken out?…..  i guesS what im saying is dat… " every princess, though reSt assuRed  still looks for an assUrance  in her life…"  somethin’ that dealS with Security and confidence that No matter what happened… "the princess won’t be left out in a dungen… with no one to be with.." cold and tear apart…..!

all ma life, i’v beEn tryn’ to figure out what  went wr0ng with ma life..?  all i want is to be hapPy……  all i longed for is a security… somethin’ that not just words but with actions included…

the princess still believes and still holds On to the faith… to the pr0mise kept……. juSt pr0ve yerself that the princess w0n’t be "hurt" again…! she’s now in trauma… yet she’s tryin’ t0 conquer it just t0 prove herself t0 y0u…… take out ma fears……. giv’me the assurance and i’ll be y0urs forever….